thoughts wandering for the past weeks.

September 7th, 2009 by aymisayra

I’m thinking of sleeping early tonight, maybe 9pm is a good idea, but I think I’m too pre-occupied of so many things around me and quite a few things that happened to me for the past weeks. My mind’s like a balloon that will explode any moment from now because of too much helium and several circumstances are still making efforts to put more of it and maximize the space of the balloon. Simple.

I just checked my livejournal, facebook, multiply and Friendster account and realized that I haven’t updated them for long. Maybe it’s one reason why my mind is full…too full. Maybe I need to write something about some things lately.

My stand in “Ninoy as President” is a NO. I believe that there are so many things to be done.  Just like Inscrutable, I must agree with Gary Olivar, deputy presidential spokesman of PGMA, who asserted that Noynoy must be “his own man.” It’s true, if Cory didn’t die last month, they might not think about Noynoy as a “President.” I mean, I’m not against Noynoy but hey, this is a big risk. He should know that he has a very minimal proof of his competency and he really indeed has to learn and prove a lot to deserve to be called as “President.”  Alright, I’m not hardcore in the field of politics, I had a taste of it but I’m not updated anymore. I’m now just like any other Filipino who works 5-7 days a week and would rather spend the night talking and drinking with friends than scrutinizing each and every person in the political arena. But with that lifestyle, I represent most of the Filipinos, and that means I have the right to say that I don’t think that Noynoy is incompetent but he still has to prove himself to be the RP’s president.

I miss running, dancing and yoga. Good thing I have my cousin with me who never fails to help me prioritize learning new poses and yoga disciplines every weekend.

 I’m now living independently in QC during weekdays and I’ve got new friends and have more time with old girlfriends who used to be teasing me for being too busy and good for not attending gimmicks. Haha. I love them. I’m single (for those who sent me PMs asking if it’s really true, yes, it’s true and don’t tease me for being one because I’m enjoying it) but I’m dating from time to time. But I’m not in real hurry though I miss having someone to care for and to tell how my day was. I receive messages from a few guys asking for chances but hey, I just can’t really be unfair to you, everyone matters and what you feel matters to me so please stop acting like I said that I’m really falling in love with you because I was just being nice to you by replying to your messages or answering your calls and it disheartens me knowing that you’re planning ahead because you thought there is “US”.

This is the saddest part, when you’re not into a serious one, and trying not to get too attached and someone just took your ‘nice’ actions into something really serious that will break hearts. I want to touch hearts, teach minds and transforms lives…but I always want it to be positive…a growth for everyone. Well, I show it if I like a guy but I make sure that there’s an alarm whenever my actions show the “WE CAN EXCLUSIVELY DATE” sign. It’s not that I don’t want to be in a serious relationship but I just don’t think that the timing is right and I still have doubts with the person…maybe.

Just recently, I think I like someone. Given a chance, I would love to be called as his girlfriend and leave the good single life I’m having right now. Hell yah, I’m saying this! Whaaat?!?  Haha. But this is the hardest part, when you started with no strings attached then you’ll realize one day that you’re too trapped in the routine and just can’t live a day not knowing how he was. Well, I still can endure this actually but I don’t know if we’re both scared to be in a relationship or just testing the waters. I don’t want to figure out whatever is happening or whatever it is that we have for each other, I just like this feeling because I last felt it eons ago. I JUST LIKE THE FEELING OF SMILING FOR NO REASON AT ALL. I’m not in hurry, it’s just he’s the best guy at the moment, and there are several actions that make me feel that he wants “US” but …. I don’t know what’s the but. Well, enough of this. Haha. I’m just in the wonderful idea that maybe, I’m on the first step of falling in love again. Haha. Anyway, I don’t think he knows that I like him because I’m talking about different guys as we talk. Hehe. Wrong move. Well, maybe it’s a good thing, diba?

Tomorrow is my IJM anniversary in ABSCBN. Thanks Gwen for reminding me, we used to be together in this but I know you’re happy now. I’m happy at work, but not fulfilled.  I’ll have a good day tomorrow!

You should know if the person is worth it because the fulfillment in true love is worth the wait. And it feels good to be accepted and cared for always…but the best part is when you smile with no reason at all and everything seems to be right.

Greenwich tayo! Haha.

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Are MEN out of the world? Or is’t US?

March 14th, 2008 by aymisayra

   Last week when I was at home, I had a long chat with some of my girlfriends. And there are lot of things that we don’t "get" with men…

  • When guys impliedly air their level of insecurity with the relationship like "Alam kong dika sanay magseryoso, pero seryoso ako sayo" or "Baka lokohin mo lang ako ah,"we, girls, think that you want us to reassure you that we’re serious about you and the relationship. But if we’re showing you how much we love you, by consistently caring for you, asking permission from you regarding some stuffs, doing or wearing what you want and permanently registering in unlimited texting service, suddenly, you’ll scream "I WANT TO EXPLORE AND FIND MYSELF. I’m losing myself, nakakasakal, I need space."  Where will be our next stand?
  • Why can’t you admit your mistakes and when someone exaggerates the story, you’ll blame and accuse us for being so talkative on things about us, but in reality, we don’t say a thing?
  • Why are you having a hard time saying SORRY? And most of the time, assuming that we "got" it already? Are we Madame Auring or MAdame Curacha to discern if you’re really sorry or just pretending to be?
  • why do you get mad with our "kaartehan" in front of you but when we do it in front of others, you’ll say, "Ang arte mo! Buti kung ako lang andon!" Sad. Can’t you think that we’re most at ease with you that’s why we’re being maarte in front of you? Also, sometimes, it’s part of our lambing and we want you to lambing us back! Chizzy.
  • (Many ask this one) Haha. Why do you neglect us, or worst, get another girl to replace us for a while, whenever we’re showing that you’re the only one for us and we’re so truly, madly, deeply inlove with you? Then you’lls ay that you’re just playing around. Do we deserve this while all we want is for no one to say "Sayang ang batang to!" to you?
  • Why do you strictly ask us to cut every connection we have with our EXes but consistently chech your Ex’s friendster and multiply account, text her, or worse, sneak to see her and when we discover it, ask us, "Bakit masama ba kami maging friends?" What are you doing? Testing if the love that you’ve shared is really gone? Testing if your really over her? COWARD thing. Are you afraid to have no one when we finally can get hold of you and give you up? Or worst, you’re just so AFRAID to fall in love to protect your macho image or afraid to get hurt. Pity. Sabi nga nila, asa dami ng investment ang dami ng kita.
  • why do you agree that COMMUNICATION is vital for our relationship but when we’re seriously having a conversation, you don’t say all the things you want to say or sometimes, don’t tell the truth? Wose, is "Hulaan mo kung ano yon?" Are you nuts at times or just trying to do some alibi?
  • Why don’t you want us to wear sexy clothes but your eyes are attached to those women in tight sexy clothes while wearing your sunglasses?

      Well, these vary also. Depending on the maturity of guys. =D

      Anyway, we understand that you love video games, bikes, cars, boy’s nightout and RESPONSIBILITY at times. Point taken. LOL.

     Just enjoy life, but remember your future. LOL.

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PATIENCE is a virtue.

March 14th, 2008 by aymisayra

  Mia, here’s the "Patience" thing na. LOL.

    Well, it should always be put in mind. True. And just leave to Him the rest. In God’s time, every good thing will happen.

    For the last 3 months, I’m being patient on two things. Just yesterday, one was over. Finally, after having a long final interview and thinking a whole concept of a show for 3 minutes, I was overwhelmed with my patience. Haha. After 4 months of waiting, I’ll start a career with ABSCBN.

    Yes, i’m afraid.

    But I would like to be an EP or Field Reporter someday, so I’ll work it out.

    Now, the future is bright. Nido. Ngek. Seriously, because, ABSCBN is ABSCBN. 

    "Delays are not denials" according to my former Manager, Jauncy Rufo. And always reach for your star with prayers.

    Thanks for the uplifting moments…when I was toooooo depressed ah. To Inscrutable (Lhen), Aanne (Mia), Marquee, Ael, Chet, Ate Geil, ate Madz, Summerbuddy (Roxy), Yeen,Purps, Tutoy (Allan), Meme, Jeje, to my new buddy–Dianne…salamt sa lahat. Sino pa ba namang magtutulungan e di ang mga bum!?! haha. Syempre, kay MJ. sobrang thank you. IM PROUD OF YOU GUYS…sobra.

    I’LL MISS YOU.

    Hope to see you soon…

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Job Vacancies in PMA Productions, Inc

July 20th, 2007 by aymisayra

Guys, if you are seeking for jobs, try to check out our company’s
vacancies and you might be the person we’re looking for. For more
information about the company, please try to visit
www.pmaheadoffice.com and www.davidadamsproject.com.

      

      

   


      
PMA
Productions Inc.
http://www.pmaheadoffice.com
www.davidadamsproject.com
      
      


Vacancies:

1. - The only telesales job to have P90,000 per
month

PMA Production
Requires 2 fortunate Telesales Agents for outbound calls. Must have
perfect English (Oral and Written), together with high level of
confidence, clear speaking voice with a constant positive attitude.
Work for the only Call Center that  pays you like no other.

Location: Ortigas City - Manila

Salary: 12,500
2. - Can you motivate P15,000 Per month including
basic

True motivation is something
that everyone needs. Have the chance to work as a Internet motivator from your
home or our offices in Ortigas. You must preferably have a psychological degree
and have a strong interest in getting the best from people in motivating and
giving positivity and always being there for them.

Location: Ortigas, Pasig City -
Manila
Salary: 15, 000



4. - PR/ PA/ Executive Assistant 25,
000

A job seldom found and seldom
advertise has come available for an experienced PR- PA Executive Assistant to
assist an international artist
signed by a major record label and managed for the Asian
region by Mon Del Rosario. Must have clear spoken english with high-levels of
communication and PR skills with the ability to socialize and maintain a
professional scheduled adapatation towards positive exposure in the music
industry. excellent package and travel oppurtunities.

Location: Ortigas City - Manila

Salary: 25,000

For immediate interview send your resume to admin@pmaheadoffice.com or call 6871689.

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I’m quitting.

June 15th, 2007 by aymisayra

I quit.

Quitting is not in my vocabulary when I was a little girl because my Dad relentlessly forces me to keep on fighting always. But my independence (which was deliberately introduced by my parents to us since we started gradeschool) taught me to entertain quitting at times. It causes me tears to quit on things. First, because of my pride. Second, because I’m not used to it. Third, because I make sure that I’m doing what I love always (when they’re leaving me with no choice, I try to look at it as a challenge and benefit from it) and opting to quit on them totally suck!

At this very moment, I am quitting (finally! But I’ll be back!). It took me 3 months to accept the fact that I will never have a job related to “fashion or lifestyle journalism.” After graduation, I passed my CV to lots of fashion and lifestyle magazines and didn’t hear responses. Two weeks ago, I realized that I didn’t pass my CV to the company that opened a door for me 4 months ago when I was still looking for my OJT site for print (I was interviewed and was given a warm welcome to the company—a fashion magazine— then they regrettably divulge that 2 weeks for OJT will not be allowed). 3

Stupid me. I regretted not applying for OJT in their company early and now, not applying for a job in their company…totally! Stupid me.

God knows I’ve been fighting for years1 I know I wanna be into it but I also wanna be in what my family consider as “journalism”…news writing. That’s why I always give both a shot. And just leave everything that’s left to His hands!

Pressure filled me when I began to realize that I was unemployed and my family has to pay debts, my sister needs allowance for school, and I have to generously give something for those “good hearts” that helped me to finish my studies. I then, decided to look for a job…a job.

Eureka

! I applied for a job, was interviewed, and hired. Just in 3 days! (Well, for some, things like this happen for a day only…hehe. But I love the job. ) The thing I always remember about the interview is what my boss, David Adams, told me, “Sometimes, if things are right, they happen very quickly. If there’s something wrong, it takes time…” hmmm… I don’t know if this is really my place, but I leave everything to Him. I hand over Him my life… and my post as a magazine researcher at PMA Productions, Inc. Hope I’ll get a “great job” from my boss soon…

I just had had my first week at work and just realized that I’m quitting to have the job I cowardly wanting, the passion that I always do away with…most of the time…the passion that Pauline Suaco-Juan, EIC of Preview Magazine, considers as a creative force which gives people the means to express who they are…

Still, as what Elle Woods have said “Believing in your style never goes out of style…”

Hay… maybe I’m showing off some of “me” but I’m quitting a big part of me for now…because maybe what I consider as me is never really me.

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Music and Friendship…In Harmony Concert!

April 18th, 2007 by aymisayra

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     The Himig Kalinangan Alumni Association will be having it’s first major alumni concert under the novel "corporation", VOX Unlimited, Inc @ April 30, 2007 @ LQCC. Himig Kalinangan once again will showcase its members talents in singing, dancing, and alot more. Proceeds of this concert will support the activities and other charity works of Vox Unlimited, Inc for the coming years.

We’re inviting you to celebrate and witness music and friendship in harmony!
there will be a matinee show at 4pm and Gala at 8pm.

JOURNZEROSEVEN Productions will be part of this wonderful event for it will be Vox’s Production Team. (The first ever project of journ07 productions. hehe. we’ll handle everything bout the prod! we’ll make you poud.)

See yah there.

Note: hurry! tickets are limited

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the comeback of Boracoor

March 19th, 2007 by aymisayra

No wonderful moment can be repeated perfectly. No stupid act can be undone at the moment one realizes the absence of an indispensable thing, person or moment. Sabi nga ni Dustin, according to critics, "Beware of Sequels…"

I keep on repeating moments in my mind for the past few days… memories that will never be forgotten as my wrinkles become uncountable…

I love what happened to Boracoor (Journ07’s close-to-complete-inuman). There were so many changes–the system of tagay, the sitting arrangement (as if we require to remember the seat before…haha… i could not do that!…my seatmate was banned by his girl to sit beside me. haha), sleeping arrangement (hay…), etc. The reason for having Boracoor2 was to repeat the famous Boracoor1 last March 17, 2006 when almost everyone in Jou4-1 (jou3-1 that time) attended the redhorse party and to celebrate the bigger family with jou4-2, who complemented JOURZEROSEVEN. But the FIRST turned out to be hapier for me (Though I love the presence of April, Gam and Yani!)…

The "tagay" became systematic. I love you April but I believe she’ll enjoy her role as "tanggera" during Boracoor1 when everyone was wandering to tease and hit the latest class controversy and was being so creative to HAVE THE SPOTLIGHT (there was even a Panday performer with all the yosi in her hand! Peace Ney!). Giving tagay to people who were wandering and dancing (Like Lulu) from time to time would be more challenging to April. Hay… I wonder how long April’s patience would be…maybe she’d just enjoy drinking redhorse on her own til dawn. Haha.

Summerbuddy (Roxy) didn’t cry this time because of "He is boy…" but Ruth had an amazing performance with the broom and guitar as her violin. "Most sexiest" Ruth, Congrats for being the Queen of Bora that night!

The famous SAKURAGI KTV Bar became our super venue for a nightout! Haha. So famous and glamorous! Thanks to my boyfriend, Mj, for saving me from that thirty pesos-girls-only-entrance fee (Tiffany calimed that she’s a lesbian while having A as her bodyguard. haha.). while Pa Ely was still with Beer and "Ma memories" while Sakuragi girls just slept in the nearby table….so exciting!?! hay…

I told myself that before I finish college I want to go to White Bird in Baclaran. But it seems that Mark went there that night when he left Boracoor alone and drunk. Haha. Peace, Marquee! (Nakarating ka daw sa maraming building. haha.) I know how you feel and believe me, you’l just laugh at it someday…knowing that it made you tougher. Congrats for winning Program Council President of the Year! I’m proud of you!

The absence of Allan and Ayeen made the celebration incomplete. Good thing Maya was there. Haha. Congrats with your "no ordinary love" with Yani! Ingatan mo si Maya Yani ah.

There was a "change" in partners. Haha. Lulu was fetched by a FRIEND named Glenn. I was no longer a mistress, I was a legal girlfriend in Boracoor 2. Haha. But I could not really fathom why and what was it in Boracoor 1 that I really think was missing in Boracoor2? Watchathink?

Hay… Maybe Boracoor last year was the summit of our bond…when all of us were daring and ready to face the last year in colllege. Compared to now, that the "everyday bonding" is holding us back and the nearness of our dream’s realization is slightly making us coward and unprepared…

Sayang. I thought it was my most awaited bonding session with jou4-2…next time sama kayo guys ah! I want to experience the Popoy’s fun again Marianne! i miss u na…Anyway, thanks for the Popoy’s fun George, Ate Tina and Kuya Fifi!

Boracoor and Ilog ng Subasib will always remind me of the exceptional friendship I will always thanks God for!

…No matter where life will bring me, it will always be one of my heart’s homes…

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I’ll be stepping in PICC for the first time.

March 19th, 2007 by aymisayra

I’ll be stepping in PICC for the first time.

I didn’t get a chance to watch any theatrical play in CCP or a graduation in PICC, the only time I see these places is whenever Im on my way to Manila. For a genuine probinsyana like me, marching in PICC Auditorium is one hell of a dream come true. Thanks to Mom and Dad! And to my ever-supportive Tita Billie and Couz Zha. Things were not easy for me. Getting the degree in Broadcast Journalism put me in a thrilling yet dangerous experiences that truly honed my talents and sharpened even my confidence. Broadcast Journalism is all about life’s wonders.

I used to write "Baccalaureate" in my lil pink notebook wen I was in highschool because I didn’t know how to spell it right! yey!

Thanksgiving completes me.

Simply fulfills me for HE’s the reason why I survived near death experiences during my college years! haha. …I wonder how He’s making me ok after almost 24 hrs of partying and drinking. He’s the cure to my hangover. He’s my courage in the arms of the society-treated "rebels," He’s my joy in every dream come true, He’s my strength to every step I make and supports me in standing up in my every fall. I owe all these things from you, Dude! And I’m leaving You my life after grad, just give me signs, aryt? Hehe.

I went to Baccalaureate alone. Without parents. It simply sucks but lke what my ever-supportive ninong Leo have said, "That kind of situation and feeling can make you tough…"

Two days from now, I’ll legally have my Bachelor’s degree and offer that to my loving parents who are now still in Quezon, waiting for my lil sis to finish her NSTP and for our pigs to empt their wombs with my thank-God-to-piglets scholarchip. Haha. I want to be a vegetarian and advocates animals rights, but I’m giving harm to pigs for my education…so ironic.=(

Well, thank you Chabelita, Maria, Rita, and a lot more (those are our pigs’ names…shhh.) for sacrificing for your lil playmate’s education! Hope you had a fulfilled stay here on earth… hay…

Life is good when you’re living it.

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i’m near to it…

March 7th, 2007 by aymisayra

"Tough moments don’t last, tough people do."

Since i heard this from one of my new and good friends, Lloyd Luna, during one of his talks, I’m always convincing myself that i’m keeping it in my nut. haha.

Yesterday was a wonderful day. i was so excited to submit all my final OJT Requirements, meet Budz for the concept forthe alumni concert of Himig Kalinangan, and finally, get my TOGA!

Wheew. I’m now feeling the excitement of having a degree! I’m trying to get busy, trying to finish all the school requirements for graduation to forget about missing ‘home’ and not feeling the fulfillment of graduation. Hay…

I’ve waited so long for this, but I’m feeling down and neglected right now. I seem to be forgotten.=(

Mom and Dad are not calling, no one seems to appreciae and be happy seeing me my Graduation Cap & Gown..except for Ate Malou, our helper, who said "Wow. Gagraduate na siya!" when I arrived home and Mj, my boyfriend, who consistently showing me how excited he is… (The situation became more gloomy when Ailette told me about her Mom’s excitement when she saw her toga. hehe. I envy her, I know she’s home.)

I feel neglected at home (I’m living with my tita, tito, and cousin right now because my parents and sister are in Quezon). Or maybe, I’m not just not used to live in an environment like this, busy…

…or maybe I just miss home. Because now, I’m up to something I long for…and they’re not by my side right now. Hindi lang siguro ako sanay… hay… I miss those times when my bestfriend, Mo, will tease me bout grad, Dad will force me to present to him my plans after grad, and Labs (short for Kalabaw), my sis, will always compete with me but in the end when i feel down, will cheer me up and whisper (for Dad not to notice her because he forbid us to say "Tanga" at home because he said it connotes disrespect and insults one’s intellect) "Para kang tanga Tol. bakit ka nalulungkot?" Hay..I miss home. The place where I can find myself, see my goals and dreams in a clear view, and be proud of who I am.

I wept when I reached my room feeling that no one is ecited for MY DAY. Until now I have my eyes swollen because ’til this afternoon, I’m projecting my sadness to several things and to Mj. hehe. Good thing he’s patient. He persistently asked me what’s wrong and made me feel so loved. Hay…

Right now I’m wondering how I became so mean to him and to other stuffs I was projecting on. God is so good when He gave him to me. thanks dude!

I really miss home. Hay…

College is tough. But I assure you that you’ll not or you didn’t notice it because of being focused to your goal…to your dream and self-fulfillment. The process may not seem so tough because we might be so busy believingthat everything is possible…every dream is reachable. There were several tough moments, but we didn’t feel them longer because the process kept us unnoticed in molding our toughness. Then we’re tough. hehe.

Like what my favorite song says "I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly, I’ll do what it takes til I touch the sky…" hmmm…I’ll always breakaway.

With all the vices, parties, redhorse, condoms, and malls in our time, I would like to congratulate all the Graduates of 2007!

I adulate your toughness and your eagerness to chase the dream that quietly sits on your mind and heart. Congratulations for striving to know your limits and to your willingness to learn and unlearn life’s realities! I hope that the memories during the process will always remind us of our toughness and of our wonderful quest for knowledge and self-fulfillment. Continue nurturing relationships because these are the reasons of our success.

To my home and to my second home, my diploma is for you guys. To all of you who became part of the process, thank you so much. Nothing could ever replace the happiness seeing my home and my second home happy of what I’ve reached and done…I know I’ll feel that happiness soon… Who knows!?! …maybe on March 22. Love you guys.

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the rotten system.

January 11th, 2007 by aymisayra

my ninong Leo forwarded a message in my e-mail and i posted it here coz i think it’s quite indispensable to some of those who care…=) i also posted my reaction to the article. Wow. i think we’re quite tolerating the rotten system… beware. if not cured, it might vanish anytime…soon…

     and i’ll be unemployed. and people might throw rocks on me soon without knowing WHY…

     poor idealistic pretty (hehe) journalist, poor me.

here’s my reaction:

WOW. I wonder how these guys live. and i’m wondering how my life would be living with these guys, ninong. i know mr noel perfecto of nbn4 because im having my OJT there, im his trainee. (i attached some of my pix w/ him and in my training). when i saw that this forwarded message is some kind of a ‘corruption list,’ i looked for his name right away. i love him. he gave me a different kind of expreience for a trainee in the media industry. he taught me a lot of technicalities in the broadcast industry, he became so nice, he gave us inspiration, courage and encouragement to practice what we think is right and to be in the vocation of journalism. well, i dunno what’s behind his relationships in his regular beat which is Manila (the gov agensies or dept in MAnila. i was introduced to a lot of government officials (like mayor atienza, etc.), commissioner (like Alipio), reporters of diff private and public networks, journalists, and professionals when i was in the training. i was introduced to the hardships of news gathering, my writing skill was challenged, i was trained to act as a professional and to be smart enough to deal with people… i simply love what i’ve experienced. what i’ve seen is just the other side of the profession/ vocation/ mision..so positive! but im not denying the fact that corruption indeed exists in this wonderful industry that ive seen. yeah, maybe it’s wonderful because for an aspiring broadcast journalist like me, the experience is like the reality of a dream,it’s unbelievable! but for most people who are so fed up and tired of this stuff that stinks because they’re facing it everyday of their lives, sometimes, they discourage people to have faith in philippine journalism…even us, who still have the ideals of changing the industry that we want to contribute our worth… 

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      in what i’ve observed in my training, i think the friendships/ relationships that reporters are unintentionally or intentionally building everyday of their encounter or transactions with the people in their ‘regular beat’ is truly a DISADVANTAGE to his/her profession… small or big disadvantage…i know, there would be.  in this very strange world, mahirap malaman kung sino tlaga and totoo at kung sino ang hindi…kaya nga learning doesn’t end diba po? kc we learn from our actions…mistakes…and success. experience is indeed the best teacher.
    i was trained for four years in the university according to the totality of the media industry. i know its pros and cons.  i was exposed to the real world but i know that as long as  "i am not completely or formally in the industry," i’ll never know the life in it, the challenges for each journalist that are striving to be fair and objective despite of their being ‘human’ (because it’s a fact that journalist can never be objective–their stories are influenced by their experiences, thoughts, etc–but they can do their best to be atleast fair to many), and the fact that they are facing the "TRUTH vs ECONOMY" mind and moral-boggler every single day of their lives! and i want to be in the industry… equipped with knowledge, the idealism and patience to change the rotten philippine journalism. hay… i dont know. it’s tough. but a good a friend of mine, lloyd luna, the author of the book "Is there a job waiting for you?"  once told me to simply remember that "Tough moments don’t last, tough people do…" hehe. IM STILL POSITIVE…you’ve taught me dat! haha.
    love kita ninong…and your great examples will never be forgotten…
-cyra=)
here’s the article:

Reporters’ Anonymous

Special Edition October 2006
JOURNALISTS, SMUGGLERS
HAPPY TOGETHER
Journalists are killed here and there, charged left and right with libel. And reporters, especially the most corrupt ones, have openly deplored these crimes and harassment committed against their ranks.
But did they ever notice that all these things are happening simply because they never care at all with their profession. Sad to say, you can hardly compare reporters of today with the ones before. Dare if you can find one who has not accepted even the smallest thing offered to him or her either by government officials, influential people, gambling lords and even smugglers.
Reporters these days are corrupt. Wala kang tulak kabigin, lahat may baho! The only difference though some are a little discreet while most of them are makapal talaga ang mukha! This may be the reason why they are easily killed…kasi nga tatlo singko na lang ang halaga nila ngayon.
Gone are the days when journalists do not considered journalism as profession but mission. Kundi corrupt, extortionists! Tulad ng mga reporters sa Customs, Immigration, NAIA, at ibang beat na considered mga magnananakaw.
These reporters have fat bank accounts, cars, and can afford a luxurious lifestyle. And all of these are courtesies of payola they are receiving from customs, mula kay Morales, Cusi, Alipio. What is more, they even get huge amount of grease money from bigtime smugglers like Tina Yu aka Tina Vidal, Armand Ng, Richard Ng, Edwin Santos, Noel Mariano, Leonida Dalida aka Josie Permeho and Ahan Chong.
Big shots like Tina Yu, Armand Ng, Richard Ng, Edwin Santos, Noel Mariano, Leonida Dalida and Ahan Chong are the most influential smugglers these days because of protection they get not only from government officials but from reporters as well. Siyempre these protections are not libre.
Reporters under smugglers’ payroll:
Michael Lim Ubac, Inquirer. This guy stinks! Obviously sa surname pa lang (Ubac o Ebak?) mabaho na. Protektor ng mga KTV bar sa QC na may bold show. He is a friend of Perry Mariano, madalas makita si Ebak sa Thunderdome and Queen Castle. Kahit na mukhang bakla, malibog ito at mahilig sa mga batang GRO. Paboritong isulat ni Ebak sina Pichay at Nograles. He is receiving through ATM P25,000 weekly from Tina Yu alyas Tina Vidal.
Rainer Allan Ronda, Star. Ang agang naging walanghiya. Di lang master ngayon sa pagkaka-corrupt, doctorate pa! Kawawa ang syotang si Jops ng Manila Times, baboy na baboy. May P15,000 monthly payola kay Noel Mariano, kinukuha sa NPM Trading International Corporation, #779 7 th Avenue cor. 9th Avenue, Grace Park, Caloocan City.
Tina Panganiban-Perez, GMA 7. She is a disgrace to the broadcast industry. Simpleng pokpok. Sa 2nd floor sa Congress nagpayari si Tina sa isang influential congressman mapasama lang sa abroad. A hideous reporter who collects P30,000 monthly from Morales and Alipio. Just recently she got a necklace worth P45,000 from Josie Permeho. Kapal!
Gerry Baja, DZMM. He is a disgrace to the Iglesia ni Cristo! Mabuting matiwalag na sa INC dahil bukod sa mahilig sa mga babaeng malalaki ang boobs, nuknukan din ang pagka-corrupt nito. Madalas sa Queen Castle KTV Bar sa Quezon Avenue, QC. He gets P15,000 monthly from Armand Ng.
Paolo Romero, Star. Simpleng manyak si Paolo. One of his closest friends in Malacanang, during a drinking session, has shared to other reporters Paolo’s secret. Sa loob ng Pegasus, hindi nakatiis at nagpa- masterbate daw ito kahit sa harap ng mga reporters. He is not just a pervert, he is a corrupt pervert. He has P25,000 monthly from Richard Ng.
Arnold Clavio, DZBB. Sa panahong nagdadalamhati si Sarah Balabagan, sinamantala ni Igan. Inanakan si Sarah! Bukod sa tarantado, nuknukan ng corrupt ang taong ito. Pretending to be an honest journalist and yet he receives P20,000 monthly payola from Morales. Also, Arn-Arn visits Tina Yu every week, well, for hot money of course amounting to P20,000. Bakit meron pa bang ibang dahilan?
Jing Villamente, Standard Today. Hayuk sa laman. He frequents Imperial Sauna Bath and Cheap-in KTV bar. Dahil sa pagkahayuk sa GRO, last January nagkasakit si Jing ng Gonnorea. He is not only maniac, he’s corrupt and an extortionist. Best friend ang smuggler na si Ahan Chong at kinukuha ang P30,000 monthly payola sa Itahan Footwear, 14-B V. Mapa St., Caloocan City.
Maricel Cruz, Manila Times. She is the female version of Paolo Romero. In Maricel’s case, she wants men with ’sabit’. Trip kasi nito ay yung nakikipag-agawan sa mga misis na original. She receives P15,000 monthly from Noel Mariano.
Jojo Robles, Standard Today. Kinahihiya si Jojo ng kanyang asawa. Corrupt si Jojo at mahilig sa PR ng mga pulitiko. Ginagamit ni Jojo ang pangalan ng mga reporter sa kanyang PR. Nagugulat na lang ang mga reporter dahil lumalabas ang kanilang byline at tagline kahit di naman nila istorya. Libre na sa KTV Bar, pati GRO gusto libre. Kaibigang matalik si Tina Yu at tumatanggap ng P20,000 monthly. Putang ina mo Jojo, mahiya ka sa misis mo!
Julius and Tintin Verzola-Babao, ABS-CBN. These two have gained their title King and Queen of X-Deal. They collect their payolas left and right from smugglers. Sa kanilang kasal, ginawa nilang ninang at ninong sina Tina Yu, Richard at Armand Ng at Ahan Chong. Tumatanggap ng P35,000 monthly ang mag-asawang ito sa mga smugglers. Mahiya kayo kay Antonia!
Christine Herrera, Standard Today. Wala ng puwet, mabaho pa ang hininga. Recently, she received P50,000 from Chavit Singson to link Erap to another plunder issue. Ilang beses ng hiniwalayan ito ng kanyang asawa (anak ni Senator Ernesto Herrera) dahil masama ang ugali. Kaibigan ni Christine si Leonida Dalida.
Joel Reyes Zobel, DZBB. Feeling intellectual si Joel, pero sa totoo lang mababaw. If not for his writers he would not be able to come up with sensible commentaries on the air. Suki si Nograles sa interview at palihim na nagpupunta sa office ni Nograles para kolektahin ang P5,000 weekly. Besides, it can not be denied that he receives P15,000 monthly payola from Armand Ng.

Nixon Kua, Pilipino Star. Tina Yu’s best friend. Last Christmas, he got a Rolex watch from Tina. Pansinin ang kolum ni Nixon, hindi binabanatan si Tina pero bugbog sarado ang ibang smugglers. May P20,000 monthly payola si Nixon kay Tina.

Jerome Aning, Inquirer. Letty Jimenez-Magsanoc does not really know how Jerome performs in his beat. He is a shocker! Parang timawang nakapila sa opis ni Morales tuwing Biyernes para kunin ang kanyang P5,000 weekly. Josie Permeho gives him P10,000 monthly payola too.
Nelson Flores, Inquirer. Bar flunker at gustong batukan ni Joey Nolasco dahil sa gulo ng kopya. Kundi lang inaanak ni Letty matagal ng sibak si Nelson. Protector si Nelson ng mga smugglers at may P20,000 monthly kay Tina Yu. Nelson, mahiya ka naman, ikaw na lang ang bobo sa Inquirer!
Edu Punay, Star. The industry has lost one supposed good journalist. Sayang si Edu, maagang naging corrupt. He is no different from the others, he gets his monthly payola of P5,000 from Morales.
Loy Caliwan, DZAR. Ogag ang taong ito! A former driver of Joe Taruc who now brags that he is a genuine journalist. He is a classic example ng inutusan lang bumili ng suka, pagbalik reporter na. ‘Sundo’ rin ng alien ang raket nito at kumukolekta ng P10,000 monthly payola kay Leonida Dalida alyas Josie Permeho.
Bernard Taguinod, Abante. Ogag din ito! Feeling guwapo kahit pangit ang pagmumukha! He is assigned in Congress, but since this guy has a face of a tabla, he collects money from Customs every week. Pinipiga nito si Morales ng P5,000 kada linggo.
Carlito Carlos, Bulgar. Isa pang ogag! Kontento na ito sa P10,000 na tinatanggap kay Edwin Santos bawat buwan. Halos halikan nito ang puwet ni Richard Ng dahil sa P5,000 monthly na tinatanggap sa smuggler.
Willie Balasa, Taliba. Isa pang ogag! Dapat na sibakin na ito ni Gus Villanueva. Walang inasikaso ito kundi ang monthly P3,000 mula kay Cusi. Nasa payroll din ni Richard Ng.
Joel Zurbano, Standard Today. Isa pa ring ogag! He is a pain in the ass. Mamatay-matay ang mga editors sa pag-e-edit ng kanyang kopya. Pangit na ang kopya, corrupt pa! He is oftenly seen in Customs doing the rounds (read: orbit). Walang kagaling-galing kaya namamalimos sa mga smugglers. Luckily, nabola si Leonida Dalida na nagbibigay sa kanya ng P5,000 a month.
Jess Garcia, DZRH. Pinaka-ogag! Member ng Operation Tulong ng DZRH. Pero dahil sa masipag, at pati opisina ni Caloy Castro ay nililinis, ginawa itong reporter. Tabla rin ang mukha nito dahil lahat ng police station sa Manila ay inikutan na ni Jess. Pati sa Customs at Immigrations suyod din ni Jess. May tinatanggap kay Armand Ng na P5,000 weekly.
Bening Batuigas, Pilipino Star. Super ogag! I can’t really understand why Al Pedroche tolerates a super ogag like Bening. Besides, mukhang nabubukulan pa siya nito because Bening gets P10,000 weekly payola from Tina Yu. Al, you may want to check this out: Bening frequents Light Track Inc. located at 406 D Celery St., Taguig City. Tina Yu owns the place.
Louie Logarta, Tribune. Bet, he is very popular. He is known every inch for being, well, corrupt! Kinakalyo na ang kamay nito sa kakahingi ng pera sa mga smugglers. Pero totoo talaga ang karma, ngayon may sakit si Louie sa atay. He is receiving a monthly payola of P15,000 from Richard Ng. Pati si Morales at Alipio hindi pinaligtas, may weekly din na 20,000.
Joel Egco, Standard Today. Mayabang ang batang ito at nakakahiya dahil feeling magaling na reporter. Ogag din ito! Pinagtatawanan sa Congress dahil scoop lagi sa istorya. Bulok na ang motorsiklong gamit and we heard, Joel is begging Noel Mariano to buy him a new motorcycle. May monthly payola kay Noel na P10,000.
Recto Mercene, Business Mirror. This man is old enough to confess his sins. But he doesn’t care, instead, he busies himself collecting hot money. Kung kailan tumanda, lalung naging corrupt. In fact, kinahihiya siya ng mga naging kasamang reporter sa Malacanang. Daang libong piso ang kinikita sa kanyang negosyong ’sundo’ sa mga aliens. May P20,000 monthly payola kay Edwin Santos.
Marvin Sy, Star. He is not just corrupt, he is a woman beater too. Lahat na naging syota nito sa industriya ay umaaray dahil sa pambubugbog niya. His girlfriends’ friends said he needs professional help. He receives P5,000 weekly from Richard Ng.
Jun Lincoran, DZMM. If you want to find out if Jun just received hot money, then you better look at his hands. Hindi lang simpleng pasma ang kamay niya. When you find his hands are shaking, no doubt, may bumagsak na grease money sa kamay niya. Like Taguinod, he is assigned in Senate pero madalas sa Customs para kumolekta ng P5,000 monthly kay Morales.
Jun Yap, Tribune. Before, he’s just Louie Logarta’s legman. Taga-kolekta. Pero ngayon kumukolekta para sa kanyang sarili. He gets P10,000 monthly from Tina Yu. He goes to Verdes Commerciales Inc. 1000 A. Mabini St., Ermita, Manila owned by Tina Yu every 15 th of the month.
Conrado Ching, Tribune. He is no different from Louie Logarta. Extortionist and corrupt. Ewan kung bakit tinanggap ni Ninez Cacho-Olivares, alam naman kahihiyan ito sa Tribune. He gets P20,000 monthly from Edwin Santos. ‘Sundo’ ng alien rin ang raket nito.
Venus Tandoc, Abante. No doubt that the money that she feeds to her children are from smugglers. Kaibigang matalik si Tina Yu at madalas makita ang dalawa na kumakain sa Rembrandt Hotel. P15,000 monthly ang tinatanggap ni Venus kay Tina.
William Depasupil, Manila Times. Every Friday nasa office ni Alipio at Morales. It doesn’t matter if other reporters describe him ‘double-edged’ dahil sa sobrang talim lahat ng smuggler hagip. What really matters to this man is he gets P50,000 monthly from Tina Yu, Armand and Richard Ng, Josie Permeho and Noel Mariano. Manila Times editors would really want to fire him but he bribes them with gifts.
Jun Ramirez, Manila Bulletin. Sawang-sawa na si Noel Mariano sa kakabigay rito ng P5,000 weekly dahil bukod sa pera, lagi pa siyang hinihiritan ng GRO. Hayok ang reporter na ito sa mga batang GRO. Aside from Noel Mariano, he also collects his P3,000 weekly payola from Tina Yu’s Light Track Inc. 406 D. Celery Rd., Taguig City.
Jun Tadios, Bulgar. Pahabol na Ogag! Mahilig uminom ng libre sa mga beerhouse sa Pasay. Pero wala namang itong kalibre kaya hanggang P3,000 monthly lang ito kay Edwin Santos. Naghahanap pa ng mga smuggler para maging kaibigan niya.
Rey Pacheco, DZXL. He is corrupt, period! He visits Verdes Commerciales Inc. 1000-A Mabini St., Ermita, Manila to get his P10,000 monthly from Tina Yu.
Rod Izon, DZMM. Sinusunog ang kaluluwa sa impiyerno kahit buhay pa. Reporters covering WPD hate this man. Paano naman lahat nabukulan na niya. Kinukuha ang kanyang suhol tuwing katapusan kay Noel Mariano sa NPM Trading International #779 7 th St., cor. 9th Avenue, Grace Park, Caloocan City.
Paul Gutierrez, People’s Journal. Kumpare ni Richard Ng si Paul. Talagang kinilala ni Paul ang lahat ng smuggler para makikilan. Hot money comes to his hand regularly, amounting to P30,000 courtesy of Ahan Chong. He collects the money at Itahan Footwear at 14-B V. Mapa St., Caloocan City.
Melvin Casas, People’s Tonight. Tumaba dahil sa pera ng smuggler. He’s a disgrace to the Journal and Gus Villanueva should fire this corrupt reporter. Melvin gets his P15,000 monthly from Edwin Santos.
Grace Vergel, DZXL. Mababaw ang kaligayahan ng babaeng ito. Kuntento na siya sa P3,000 monthly kay Morales. Kaibigan nito ang smuggler na si Tina Yu. Ayaw umamin si Grace na may tinatanggap siyang weekly payola kay Tina.
Carlo Mateo, DZBB. He covers WPD, Manila City hall and NBI. The thing is, he is pushing himself to the Customs beat para mabiyayaan ng grasya. Ngayon, nakapayola na siya sa magkapatid na Richard at Armand Ng at kuntento na sa P5,000 isang linggo. Pwedeng pahabol na ogag ito.
Ted Failon, DZMM. Now this man hates to be called congressman dahil mga corrupt nga raw. But look who’s talking? He dirtied his hand with hot money no less than P50,000 a month from smugglers like Tina Yu and Ahan Chong. Maria Ressa should investigate this moron.
Alvin Capino, DWIZ. He collects P15,000 from Morales every week. Aside from this, he gets from Josie Permeho P15,000 a month. Nuknukan ng kapal ng mukha ng nagmamagaling na mamang ito. Pati sa Immigration orbit pa rin.
Marlon Purificacion, People’s Journal. Gahaman sa shabu si Marlon. Galing kina Armand Ng at Noel Mariano ang pinangbibisyo nito. He actually receives P20,000 a month from these smugglers. Gus, pa-drug test mo si Marlon-adik!
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Rene Sta. Cruz and Neil Ocampo. Birds of the same feathers flocked together. Parehong makapal ang mukha ng dalawang ito. Halos araw-araw, ini-interview nila ang abugado ni FG na si Atty. Jesus Santos. They are under Malacanang’s payroll. Aside from this, they also have monthly payola from Noel Mariano and Tina Yu amounting to P20,000 each.
Orly Trinidad, DZBB. He looks up to Rene and Neil as if they were saints, kaya ngayon corrupt na rin ito. Wala rin siyang sawa sa pag-interview kay Atty. Jesus Santos. Tumatanggap si Orly ng P10,000 monthly kina Leonida Dalida at Noel Mariano. Orly, wag mong gayahin ang dalawang kupal!
Raul Esperas, DWIZ. Pahabol na ogag. Sa diyaryong Headline pa lang, corrupt na si Raul. May P10,000 monthly kay Edwin Santos at Richard Ng. Madalas sa isang sikat na Sauna Bath sa Pasay si Raul, nagpapa blow job!
Jerry Yap, Hataw. This man is a true-blue smuggler pretending to be a journalist. This one is a total disgrace to the journalism industry. There is no doubt that Jerry uses Hataw to protect his smuggling activities. He is a business associate of Richard Ng. Both of them are involved in cellphone smuggling. Matitimbog din ang smuggler na ito!
Joey Venancio, Police Files. Best friend ni Wacky Salud, ‘Masiao King’ sa Mindanao at Visayas. Like Jerry Yap, Joey uses Police Files to promote masiao. He earns P50,000 monthly from masiao operations aside from the regular payola he gets from Tina Yu. Josie Permeho gave his wife a diamond earings worth P95,000. Makapal din ang asawa ni Joey!
Jonathan De la Cruz, Malaya. Nagmamagaling na bobo. Very much known for his illegal activities. Kung may lifestyle check lang among columnists, this fellow will surely fail. Lahat ng magagarang damit nito ay galing kay Leonida Dalida who also gives him a monthly payola of P20,000.
Julius Fortuna, Manila Times. Nagmamalinis na mabaho. Julius hosts a regular press conference in Sulo Hotel, and guess what? It is Tina Yu who funds it but the money goes directly to Julius pocket. The trick is, politicians invited to appear in the weekly forum are obliged to pay a hefty amount para pang-ayos daw sa mga reporters na magko-cover. Bukod sa pondong ibinibigay ni Tina Yu, Julius still gets his monthly payola of P20,000 from her.
Romy Evangelista, Standard Today. Driver-saleman turned reporter. What a humble beginning! Pero ngayon police character na kaya sinibak ng editor sa Congress beat dahil nahuling nanghihingi ng baon sa mga congressmen nang magpunta sa Europe. He receives P10,000 monthly from Ahan Chong.
Pabs Hernandez, Bulgar. Kadiri itong mamang ito, (dumadahak, pinangdidirihan ng mga lady reporter). Nagsisisi si Arlene dela Cruz kung bakit nagpayari kay Pabs. Extortionist si Pabs, at nuknukan din ang pagka-corrupt. Hindi nakakapagtaka kung bakit ilang beses na itong muntik mapatay. He gets P50,000 from Noel Mariano and Tina Yu.
Ruther Batuigas, Bulgar. Batikang corrupt itong si Ruther. May P35,000 monthly ito kay Richard at Armand Ng. He is a close friend of Noel Mariano. Sir, pahinga na kayo!
Butch Quejada, Pilipino Star. Mestiso pero mahilig sa itim na suso. Manyak si Butch! Blow job ang trip kapag may ka-table na GRO. He receives P5,000 weekly payola from Leonida Dalida.
Mario Batuigas, Tiktik. Tirador ng mga negosyanteng Intsik. Corrupt na, extortionist pa! No place sa media dahil sa pagmumukha pa lang hindi na pahuhuli ng buhay. Pati sariling anak ginagawan ng kahalayan. Armand Ng (smuggler) gives him a monthly payola of P10,000.
Mike Baluyot, People’s Journal. Every week, Mike makes sure he would drop by at Verdes Commerciales Inc. located at 1000 A. Mabini St., Ermita, Manila to get his payola from Tina Yu amounting P3,000.

Ros "Kaka" Olgado, Net 25. Simpleng corrupt, at garapal kung gamitin ang media ng Iglesia ni Cristo. May sakit na cancer si Kaka, at madalas magpa-’chemo’ . Kaibigan matalik si Ricahrd Ng, at may P10,000 monthly payola.
Mike Abe, DZME. Original na batang Customs at kilala lahat ng smugglers. He is receiving a P20,000 monthly payola from Tina Yu. He also gets P10,000 monthly from Ahan Chong in Itahan Footwear at 14-B V. Mapa St., Caloocan City.
Noel Perfecto, NBN 4. One word to describe this guy: Corrupt! Receiving P25,000 monthly from Noel Mariano, Richard Ng and Tina Yu. Kupal, nanilaw na katawan mo sa alahas kahit negro ka pa!
Jimmy Cheng, United Daily News. ‘Salubong’ ng alien sa airport ang raket ni Jimmy. Disgrace sa mga Tisnoy. Nasa payola ni Josie Permeho, P10,000 weekly.
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